Bittersweet Symphony

I really hated you when I first met you
I felt like you were lying to everyone around
Seeing you smile when things were tough
Made me jealous to absolutely no end

I knew that you were hiding something from others
You never showed your real feelings to anyone
And so I had decided I would find more about you
Since your dual personality truly intrigued me

That was when things fell apart for me
I was in a chaos and had no-one for help
Yet you were so gentle when you talked to me
You calmed me down just like an angel

That's when I knew you would be there for me
How you fought your problems with a persistent smile
And so now I really wish to do the same for you
And there within lies our bittersweet symphony

Loneliness

Loneliness is a bitter word
Just like feelings are hard to convey
Its a little ironic then
That you left me when I truly loved you

I never really was very outspoken
But I could tell you how I felt
Maybe that was my biggest fault
That I could never see things past you

I was so stuck up on you
That you were like an asset to me
I felt we were destined to be together
And now this loneliness is killing me

Today a new chapter shall start in my life
One that begins without you here
And although I'm still not over you
Its all that is left for me now

All Alone

Why is our life ever so uncertain?
Why can't things remain the same?
As I'm left all alone, I wondered
How everything seems to have fallen apart

It feels like yesterday when I was so happy
Smiling and laughing on our way back home
Then all of a sudden, I came to realize
How these things weren't meant to be

Maybe its my fault that I didn't understand
What you meant to me, where I stood alone
But I never really had a chance to explain myself
Before I could say anything, you had long since gone

Maybe I was being a little selfish
When I ignored that you said you were leaving
But I really wasn't lying when I said I needed you
Yet we are all through and I'm all alone again

Shards

Everyday I open my eyes
Hoping for a new surprise
Yet all I see, every now and then
Remains the same, nothing's changed

Maybe it's my fault that I expect so much
My mind sees things that I can't touch
Yet our lives are abstract and ever so livid
That only these things makes my life vivid

Maybe my destiny is sealed from the start
But I know I can change it, so says my heart
And so I continue fighting against my fate
Even if it seems that nothing's changing my state

Among all these maybe's, so much is for certain
I'll keep striving until I see the curtains
And so as my fortune continues to lay down the cards
I'll continue picking up, my life's leftover shards