Survive

Wishing upon a falling star
Always wondering where you are
Feeling that you miss me too
My life has turned all subdue

My soul is lacking your passion
Sensing a growing obsession
Your thoughts make me feel timid
I can still see your face vivid

Speculations arose that you are around
Within my heart, your voices resound
But my wishes continue to turn into ashes
My words reprise and haunt me as lashes

As days pass, I continue to wither
Remembering the days when I would dither
Seeing you soon is the wish upon which I thrive
And that is my life, upon which I survive

Memories

Memories infused with the smell of roses
Instigate your thoughts within my mind
Enclosed within my own little shell
I see them devour all that's left of me

It reminds me of a lot of things
Things that i try moving ahead of...
But they keep catching up to me
Bringing me back where it all began

The warmth of your love soothes my soul
The depth of my heart enveloped by your affection
Caressing me ever so softly and gently
Your tender care relieves me of this pain

Like the unwinding circle of mother nature
I'm haunted by what's already long gone
Despite the distances that exist between us
I continue living upon that tiny shred of hope