Feeling

I adore her, I admire her
I respect her, I desire her
I live for her, I aspire her
I yearn for her, oh I even perspire her!

I miss her when she isn't around
I crave for her when she is to be found
It hurts me to see her wound
Mess wid her, and u'll be left confound!

Honesty and care drip from her everywhere,
Ever so much, that I feel god's unfair!
She's so sweet that even cake tastes sour
Sweeter than honey that u can drink and pour!

Speaking of the truth, I'm not sure of my feeling
But if she isn't wid me, then I feel my heart's some1 stealing
To not be wid her, is like my whole world reeling
If this is what you call love...then yeah that's my current feeling! :)

Apni Raahein

Teri yaad ab to mujhe itni aaye
Ki is dard se yeh khoon bhi paani ban jaaye
Jahaan dekhoon ab to, dikhe bas tere saaye
Haan kuch aise dard bhare nagme, is zindagi ne hain apnaye

Teri yaadon main ab to yeh dil hai aise khoya
Ki jeevan bhar ka hoga apna saath, aisa maine sapna sanjoya.
Tujhe dekh apni zindagi main khushiyon ka ped hai boya
Aayi jab teri yaad mujhe, main khoon bhare aansoon bhi roya.

Ab to meri zindagi ka har rang hai tujhse
Phir kyun tu chali gayi hai yun duur mujhse
Tu jo na mili to khafa rahoonga main khudse
Meri zindagi ki khushiyan bhi hongi mere dukh se.

Ab to raaton ko sona chahoon to teri yaad sataaye
Meri neend kahin ghum jaaye, jo teri yaad tadpaye
Zindagi bhar dhoondta rahoonga, ab to main tere saaye
Aur yaad karoonga woh din, jab milti thi apni raahein.

Saza

Is dil ki hai tu arzoo
Meri har saans se hai tu roobaroo
Is zindagi ki bas tu hai justajoo
Phir kyon hoon main, jab hai nahi tu.

Dhadkano main basi hai sirf teri tasveer
Phir bhi faasle hain aur hai yeh lakeer
Jise na paar kar paaye, hai aisi zanjeer
Phir kahaan ka main raanjha, kahaan ki tu heer.

Dooriyon ka dard nahi mujhe, ghamo ka ehsaas nahi
Tere bin jee sakoon, iska vishwaas nahi.
Tu jo nahi hai ab, mujhko hai aabhaas wohi
Tere bin mujhse jeeya na jaaye, hai yeh baat sahi.

Seene mein jo hai dil, ismein hai kuch dard chupa
Is dard main hai, mera tumhare liye pyar bicha
Par iska na ho kabhi tumhe ehsaas, aisi hai meri saza
Akhir aisi kya galti thi meri, koi bataye mujhe bhi wajah.

Ab in aansoo'on se meri zindagi kat jaayegi
Ghamon ke in baadalon se, sab khushiyan chhat jaayengi.

Ab intezaar rahega mujhko to tumhara sada
Kyunki tum bin ban gayi hai, yeh zindagi ek saza.

Tu

Is dil ki chah hai tu
Is dil ki jaan hai tu
Mera jahaan hai tu
Dekhoon jahaan hai tu

Socha jab, dekha bas tujhe...
Chaha tujhe, apnaya tujhe...
Waqt ne kiya par humein alag...
Ab dil karta hai bas tera hi sabab...

Jiya hoon tere naam se...
Maroonga tere naam se
Jaan hai tere naam ki...
Deewangi tere naam ki...

Zindagi se kuch manga to hai woh tu...
Meri khushiyan hai tu...mere gham bhi hai tu
Ab nahi tere bin is dil ko sukoon...
Haan ban gaya hai tu is dil ka junoon...

Tera saath, e khuda, maanga hai rab se...
Jism main rooh hai aayi..zindagi main tu jab se
Ab is pyar main, chahe takraav ho sab se
Par teri raah bichaye betha hoon...zindagi main kab se

Tumhari Yaad

Tumne kya socha tha dil se tumhari yaadein yun hi chat jaayengi
Humein jo chhod ke jaaoge, zindagi yun hi kat jaayegi?
Jo tumne humko chhoda, dil yeh bahut tadpega
Bin tumhare saath ke, na yeh ab to jeeyega.

Tumhari yaadon mein har pal tadpa hai yeh dil
Tum bin to hua hai, mera jeena bhi mushkil
Ab to aasoon se hi kat jaayegi yeh zindagi
Kyunki tu ban gayi hai, is dil ki tishnagi...bandagi...

Haan dard hoga humko itna...na seh paayenge
Ab is zakhm ke saath na tum bin hum reh paayenge
Is kadar chahta hai yeh dil bas ab tumko
Tadpayega, rulayega yeh dil ab humko.

In ghamon ki dhund main bas tum meri roshni ho
Zindagi ke bhavar main, meri akhiri umeed ho
Maut se woh darte hain, jinhe zindagi se kuch umeed ho
Par unhe kya darr maut se, jin ne khushi hi na kabhi dekhi ho

Tumne kya socha tha, sab vaade yun hi chhod jaaoge?
Humein besahara chhod kar, ek vaada bhi na nibhaoge?
Lekin, kiya maine bhi ek vaada tha...jisse main poora karoonga
Tum bin na jeeyoonga...tum par mar mitoonga...

Mujhko nahi pata ki kya tumhein is pyar ka ehsaas hai
Tum bin yeh zindagi hai asambhav, kya iska aabhaas hai
Haan lekin phir bhi, dil main bachchi bas ek hi aas hai
Zindagi hogi khatam...aaoge usse pehle...haan itna vishwaas hai

Ankahee

Tujhe yaad kar, rota hai yeh dil
Haan kuch aise hue ho tum mujhme shaamil
Ab aur kuch mile na mile...
Teri saanson mein kar li hai yeh zindagi haasil

Waqt ne chahe humein kar diya alag ho...
Par dhoondna ho humein to apne hothon se pukar lo
Apni aankhon mein dekh lo...apni saanson mein naap lo
Apne dil mein jhaank lo, aur humein saamne paa lo...

Is rab se sirf yeh dua hai..
Kyun deta is dil ko yeh saja hai..
Shiqwa gile to karte hum tab usse...
Par yeh to zindagi maut ki wajah hai...

e yaar humein tu bhool na jaana...
Is duniya ke andhero main doob na jaana
Ehsaas jo diye hain tune is dil ko...
Inhe yahan chhod kar...ek ehsaan aur kar jaana

Judaai ka humein hai darr, khuda ka nahi
Ab humein akela na chhodna...
Warna reh jaayenge kuch baatein ankahee...

Zindagi

Zindagi ki majhdhar main toofan sa hai utar gaya
Is tej chalti raftar main...baarish ka paani hai bhar gaya
Par mili hai aaj humein phir jeene ki aas...
Haan mil gaya hai kisi ka vishwaas...

Bas dua hai ab to us khuda se, yeh vishwaas na toote,
Dekhe hain jo sapne, woh phir se na roothe...
Kyunki ab jo yeh sapne murjhaenge, hum jee na sakenge...
Haan is pyar main, hum yeh zindagi nyochavar kar denge

Ab to bas har lamha, mujhe tumhari yaad satati hai...
Kab tum apna banaoge...yeh sawaal yaad dilati hai...
Ab to intezaar hai bas tumhare jawaab ka...
Ya woh adhoore sapne aur us andehri raat ka...

Aaj kal yeh dil kuch soch hi kahaan paata hai...
Jahaan dekho wahin par tumhari tasveer banata hai...
Humne to suna tha ki log pyar main tabah hote hain...
Par hum to bina pyar ke hi tum par jaan nisaar karte hain

e khuda is zindagi ke liye kabhi tujhse nahi kuch maanga hai
Tune jo diya usse apne sar aankhon par vyara hai...
Par kya karein aaj yeh dil tujhse maange bina na rehta hai
Humein humari zindagi lauta de...usmein kahin koi rehta hai!!

Patthar Ke Phool

Beete hue lamhein phir yaad aayenge,
Ki kabhi to hum bhi, woh vaade nibhaaenge.
Kuch aise hi, dekhe the maine apne saare sapne,
Par kya pata tha, sab ho jaaenge dhoor apne...

Phir bhi dil ko kuch, aisi hi aas hai,
Tum aaoge ek din wapas, iska aabhaas hai.
Apna pyar hai sachcha, iska ehsaas hai,
Haan mujhko tum par, itna vishwaas hai.

Saath nibhaaenge jeevan bhar, kiya yeh humne vaada tha,
Par kya itna bhi, tumhare liye zyada tha?
Phir kyun tum mujhko yun, lahu mein besahara chhod aaye?
Jeevan bhar ka saath, kuch pal mein tod aaye?

Ab to tumhari yaadon mein, jab yeh aankhen bhar aati hain,
Inke har kan mein, tumhari yaadein bas jaati hain.
Ab to yeh dil sochta hai, kyun nahi di tumne koi wajah hai,
Yun patthar ke phool ban is dil ko dubokar, kyun tumne di yeh saza hai?

You...As I See You...

dedicated to some1 very very close to my heart :)

Life as I knew was full of wishes,
Finding those gaps in between those ditches.
But then I fell in a few, and lost all hope,
And now, all of a sudden, life was impossible to cope...

Then one fine day, when I was wishing upon a star,
I saw a glimpse of hope in your form, very very far...
That's when I realized that there's still more to life,
Still another reason for me to strive with my strife.

Thinking through my thoughts, I always see you in them,
Holding this tree together, you are the stem...
And now, me without you is like a human without a soul,
Seeing you always happy is like my ultimate goal.

So today I can honestly say, that you are my inspiration,
Looking through the future, my final destination.

You will always hold me together, this I aspire,
And this itself, has become my sole desire...

Tum

Jeene ki aas ho tum,
Is dil ki pyaas ho tum.
Meri har saans ho tum,
Mera vishwaas ho tum.

Tum se hai dil ka karaar,
Tum hi ho is dil ka pyaar.
Tumse milna hai aisa tyohaar,
Jo ki main chahoon, aaye baar baar.

Un sooni galiyon mein main jab chaloon,
Bas tum hi ko main har pal yaad karoon.
Tumse milna hai ab mera ek junoon,
Jis bin na aaye ab mujhko ek pal sukoon.

Tum bin jeena hai woh jeena,
Jaise jal bin hai yeh paseena.
Dardon se hai bhara yeh seena,
Aur unko hai ab har pal mujhe peena.

Tumhari chahaton ke saagar mein main doob jaaoon,
Tum mujhe dastak do aur main paas aaoon.
Andhere raaston se bhi tumhein dhoond laaoon,
Phir kyun main tumhein khudse itna door paaoon?...

Come Back & Stay

Saw you walking down the road yesterday,
You looked so close to me yet were so far away.
That's when I decided I gotta find a way,
To make you realize that I need you to stay.

Kyunki teri chahat ke hum hue hai deewane,
Ab tujhe paa kar rahenge, kehte hain hum parwane,
Dekhte hi dekhte beet jaayenge yeh afsaane,
Par teri chahat ke hum phir bhi gaate rahenge gaane.

See, I can go on forever talking about you dear
But before all else, lemme make one thing clear.
I'll do whatever it takes, to get you with me here
And this is my passion for you which has no fear...

Tumhare dil main apne liye jagah hum bana kar rahenge
Phir aaye chahe toofan ya aandhiyan, hum sab kuch sahenge
Kyunki jab bhi hum tumse woh ek baat kahenge,
Apne saare gum to maano apne aap hi bharenge!

Enuff said by me, now its ur turn to say,
And that you will soon, this I always pray
Because, remember before sunrise, the sky is always gray
And so all I can say is, please come back and stay...

Mera Saath

Tum se jo ki humne wafayi,
Dushmani tumne humse nibhayi...
Saath jab tumhara humne diya,
Humne dard ka aansoon hi tumse piya.

Par phir bhi aaj jab akela khud ko paate hain hum,
Bas yahi sochte hain ki saath kyun nahi nibhaate tum...
Dil main to jagah hamesha rahegi hi tumhari,
Saath jo tumhara hota to na lagte yeh pal bhaari.

Vishwaas abhi bhi hai ki ek din aaoge tum,
Khushiyan aayengi lot kar wapas, jab saath honge hum...
Kitna hi intezaar karna pade chahe, main woh karoonga khushi khushi,
Kyunki tumhare saath se meri ek nayi zindagi shuru hogi jaise abhi abhi.

Jeevan main pyara ka matlab tumne hai sikhaya,
Phir kyun is pyar ko tumne nahi apnaya?
Tumhare begair meri zindagi ka yeh panna hai adhoora,
Mera saath nibha bhi do taki ho yeh sapna poora...

Stay...

My latest poem...hope y'all like it!


Life is a gamble that we all take,
Some show it real, some do it fake.
Its about those decisions that are of concern,
Enough said by me, now its your turn.

Why does it always have to be me?
Can't you ever set me free?
I've got no obligations, so then, why this toll?
That even before my imagination, I take a fall...

It's not the pain, I can bear through that...
But what about the reality upon which I just sat?
It happens so often that I become numb,
Then, be it my heart or be my thumb.

All this noise, I am losing my patience...
I just know that now things are becoming intense.
Before it's too late, you better come back,
Or else, I will snap and our world will crack.

I still plead to you and I still pray,
Hoping there's a comeback and you can stay.
But if not then atleast give me reasons,
'Coz I've waited too long and seen too many seasons.

I have always put my trust within you,
But, will we still get through?
It seems unlikely as days pass by,
And all I can do is sit and cry...

Life is becoming worse day by day,
But one day, I still know that you will come back and stay...

Woh Pehli Nazar

My first hindi poem!! I simply love this poem!! And I can never tell enough about how much it means to me...


Woh pehli nazar,
Kar gayi asar,
Phir dil ne kaha, yeh soch kar,
Ki tum hi to ho meri jaane-jigar / humsafar.

Tumko dekha hua mujhko yeh aabhas,
Maano pyar ka thaa woh pehla ehsaas.
Bas tumhara laga sabse alag andaaz,
Isliye tumhari khatir rachoonga main ek naya itihaas.

Kahaan hai dil ka karaar, yeh mujhko nahi pata,
Kya hai yehi pyar, yeh mujhko tu bata.
Ab hai tera intezaar, mujhko to sada,
Kyunki ho gaya hai, yeh dil fida.

Ab mera yeh dil, to hai bekaraar,
Ki kare tu bhi ab to ikraar,
Aur kahe ki hai, tujhko bhi woh pyaar,
Jiske liye hai tadpa, yeh dil baar-baar.

Ab to main kahoon, bas keh hi doon,
Kyunki tere bin, ab main na jee sakoon.
Tere pyar main basi hai, meri har-ek saans,
Haan, itna ho gaya hai, mujhko tujh par vishwaas.

My Valentine

A very sweet poem! I love this poem!


My life asks for your love,
And I hope it won't fly away like a dove...
Love is prone as a twine,
So, I ask, if you will be my Valentine.

I have never felt this feeling before,
When I stay awake everyday until four,
Then, my eyes start to get sore,
And, I can still feel you inside my core.

My life does not exist without you,
And my love for you is very true.
You might ask me for some proof,
So, I will simply jump off the roof.

You are a major part of me,
Which holds together my integrity.
Without you, I will cease to be,
And so will God's creativity.

It isn't hard to say 'I love you'
Or pick up the broken pieces too...
It is done by the whole world's crew...
But how? Is the mystery to undo!

I ain't any clever Einstein,
Or some scary Frankenstein,
But, trust me, with me, you will be fine,
So, please become my Valentine.

I know our love is divine,
So come, let us together have some wine,
For you have come in my life as sunshine,
So, please become my Valentine!

Aakhiri Umang

A lovely poem! Its the one I wrote when I couldn't confess my crush on this girl I liked so much!!


Dil ki baat zubaan par laa naa sakaa,
Main tujhko apna banaa naa sakaa.
Ab iska to dukh rahega mujhko sadaa,
Kya karoon, na bhool paaye, yeh dil, teri woh ada...

Ab tujhko to paana hai, mujhko har haal main,
Chahe pahaar uthaana pade, saagar ke bahaav main.
Meri zindagi ka panna tujh hi se, shuru-khatam hota hai,
Kyunki tere khwabon main, yeh dil, din-raat khota hai.

Tera naam sunoo to, sukoon mujhko milta hai,
Aur agar kuch galat sunoo to, gusse se bhi sar hilta hai.
Ab hai mera lakhsya, tumko haasil karna,
Tumhare saath jeena ya phir, tumhare bagair marna.

Apni khushiyaan bhi tumko main baat doonga,
Tumse jo ladega, usse badla main loonga.
Tumhara hukm hoga, mere sar aankhon par,
Ek baar to hoke dekho, tum mujh par nirbhar...

Tumhe leke sanjoye hain, maine jo kuch pal,
Unhi ki khatir to, ho raha hoon safal.
Laayega nayi umange, aayega jo naya kal,
Tab tak aas lagaoon main teri, bina khaana ya jal.

Tumhari khaatir kar doon main, zameen-aasmaan ko ek,
Din-raat ek karke, tod laaoon sitare anek.
Sabse pehle pahuncha doon, tumhari Birthday ka Cake,
Ab to ban jaao meri, For Goodness Sake!

Desire

A very passionate poem!!


You are that 'live' wire,
Which sets my soul on fire!
I hope I can hold you within my attire,
Since, you are my sole desire!

When I see you, my blood starts to rush,
What can I do? You are my 'big' crush!
Just to hear you, I make everyone hush,
Thoughts about you, and, I begin to blush!

No second thoughts, no hesitation,
From now on, you are my anticipation.
Without you, I see only frustration,
Which is why, I say, you are my final destination.

You are my heart, you are my soul,
In this lonely world, you are my only hope.
Without you, life is impossible to cope,
As it makes me feel like hanging on a rope.

You are my love, you are my admiration,
You are my destiny, you are my inspiration.
You are the reason why I do respire,
Since, you are my sole desire.

Mystery

My first ever poem...on an emotional note...


Everyday, I watch the sun rise
In the hope that it will bring a surprise,
Eventually, though I do realize,
That it can bring only darkness and demise...

Since, I met her, I've been anticipating
Now, when she's gone, my life is dissipating.
When it began, there was love, tender and care,
Only to end up in agony, fury and flare.

It feels like my heart is hit hard by harpoons,
While, my head is weary of the typhoons.
My life has been all about ups and downs,
Seeing, talking & meeting with people filled with frowns!

This poem has meaning way deeper than just the rhyme
Although, my efforts have turned out to be slime.
It's such a good feeling when 'something' is received,
But ask me how it feels when that 'thing' is deprieved.

I always thought you would give me a reason,
For your unrealistic and uncharacteristic treason.
After all those seasons, I have forgotten it all
Cause it's too late and I am about to fall.

It's not just about death and life
It's about my strive with my strife.
Whenever I try to rise,
I fall back due to the high price.

In this web, I am a small cut part,
Who is looking ahead for a whole new start.
Weaknesses are all I profess,
And this is all I have to confess...

So, is this all that life can be?
All to do with sadness and misery...
I've always wanted to be free
But, my life is still a mystery.

Life

My 2nd ever poem...still on an emotional note...


My life is a mystery,
Sometimes a joke, otherwise a misery.
It is very complicated to tell its presence,
Since everywhere, I face resilience.

I call life a joke
So people call me a bloke!
I am not a broke
And neither do I get any stroke!

The pressure on me is extremely immense,
Although, most of it, may seem nonsense.
Life seems to lack essence...
And neither does it have an existence.

Does it have an end?
I searched even in the sand!
The question still remained
Just a little more stained.

Everyday, I pray
How longer will I stay?
I still don't get an answer
Neither do I get a transfer.

I am raging furious...
While, everyone else is curious!
I want fairness from the jury,
And that tells the whole story.

Sometimes, things are fast
Mostly in the past.
Now, things are slow
So, I must go...

For You...From Me...

This is the poem I wrote to a friend who was very close to me.....I wrote this when he was leaving my college (in India) to go to a different one...it is a sorta sad one but it is very meaningful to me....


Not more than 3-4 weeks have been through,
Since, I met a special friend. Its true
That it is easy to make friends,
But these people are those who change with trends.

However, in contrast, you are very unique,
And this is not for your mentality or physique.
You are different because you have touched my heart,
And, now I will miss you, even if you go a million miles apart.

All the laughters we had and the joys you gave,
Are all part of the memories that I am trying to collect and save.
The experiences you gave, some cowardly some brave,
All add up to the satisfaction of my friendship crave.

One day I see you sitting in a cafe bar,
As a celebrity, as a star.
Because you look very 'fundoo', just like 'Sallu' yaar!
So, better keep in contact, 'warna padenge joote chaar!'

The last phrase has got some indian (hindi) terms so i am telling them here for those who didn't understand their meaning...

'fundoo' means cool

'Sallu' is the short for Salman Khan, a very handsome Indian celebrity (he has been voted in the top ten most smart looking faces on earth in the past!!). This friend of mine looked extremely similar to Salman Khan so, we teased him often with his name!

'yaar' means friend

'warna padenge joote chaar' means if (warna) you don't keep in contact then, we will hit (padenge) you with our shoes (joote) 4 times (chaar)