Today

Today is the day when I die
Today is the day when I cry
Defeated in life, wincing in pain
Here, against this wall, as I lie

As my heart starts to pause
And my memories begin to fade
And I am filled with desperate melodies
I rehash the memoirs that I leave behind

Today is the day when I cry
Today, this pain, I shall defy
As my skin turns pale and my voice becomes mellow
Today, everything, I shall justify

As I feel hurt and I feel enraged
And I take actions that didn't seem to be
I take another look at the world left behind
And show them what it means to be me

Today is the day when I die
Tonight is the night that will not dawn

Miracle

Another day, another night
Against my destiny, I am losing this fight
When there's nothing else I can comprehend
You come right along and hold my hand

Mysterious people in a mysterious world
Like on broken wheels, vehicles twirl
When I'm lost and can't see what's right
You come right along and show me the light

Like the wind that blows against my face
My life without you is a disgrace
Against all odds, I'm hoping for a recall
You are the only one who can save me from this fall

You are the one who is my destiny
You are the one I want everyone to see
You are the one who can make me free
Yeah, you are the one who is a miracle to me

How I Feel

I feel frustrated, I feel bewildered
Lost in my thoughts, I feel silvered
I feel neglected, I feel dejected
Life has left me, I feel rejected

I feel divorced, I feel separated
Broken and bruised, I feel blistered
I feel repented, I feel submerged
Faded away and lost, I feel reversed

I feel despised, I feel degraded
Being all alone, I feel segregated
I feel disjoined, I feel disdained
Broken into pieces, I feel disguised

I feel disturbed, I feel perturbed
With pain and sorrow, I feel suborned
I feel rescinded, I feel cheated
With things all wrong, I feel defeated

Mirage

Floating through these dreams
Flowing through the river
I see a beautiful mirage
That holds me in refrain

Burning through this fire
Hurling through this flare
Your face resides in my memories
As I envisage this pain

I am possessed by a soul
As I lay here in the ashes
My anger has subdued me
As I hold myself in restrain

Tears fall down as droplets
As you walk away in the rain
My heart still desires you
As I walk alone in disdain

What I Want

I want to live my own life
I want to make my own rules
I want to pursue my own destiny
I want to do things I want to

I want to only take those actions
That I feel are worth being done
I want to only make those corrections
That I feel are worth my time or fun

I want to make my wishes come true
I want to solve all my problems through
I want to make all my dreams real
I want to act as I want to

I want to only feel for those
That I feel are worth my feelings
I want to only heal those sorrows
That I feel are worth my healings

I want to write what I care for
I want to be heard by all I want
I want all these fantasies to exist
I want to free myself from you

Fade Away

You left me stranded, you walked away
Leaving me alone, leaving me astray
I waited for you, I stayed here
From the moment you left, due to our fray

I was living a life I couldn't control
I was telling myself lies that couldn't be told
So is this how my life will unfold?
One where the devil will have my life sold?

You broke my heart, you left me shattered
Into pieces, you left me all tattered
It feels my pain never really mattered
Hence why you left me completely spattered

You show me your back, you turn away
As these distances arise, you fade away
So I stand here, feeling this way
Living a life filled with misery and pain

Scars

Burning within me are these deep scars
Raging within me is the agony of pain
As I stand here alone, waiting for you
My heart is torn apart in the fear of losing you

These lost memories that remind me of you
Hurt me everyday within the flames of fury
With these open scars that you've left me
I die again sheathed in your hatred

My guilty conscience stings me again
As the weight of the world comes crashing down my shoulders
Yet I am still here living in this world
Waiting on this misery to come to an end

I feel ashamed for these wounds I am left with
Yet it is my fault and so I keep on moving
Walking along on this blazing trail
Until I can find a heal for these scars

Rise Against The Ashes

Rise against the ashes
Ashes that the elites burn
Burn away your past
Past that is full of shadows

Shadows that surpass time,
Time that was unholy for everyone.
Everyone awaits their future
Future that's full of lies

Lies told by the gods
Gods that know our demise
Demise is our fate,
Fate that is defeated by none

None of the above may seem real
Real, yet is what we don't remember
Remember the souls of the heroes
Heroes that again shall rise

With These Last Words

It is just another day in the city of angels
It is just another day when no one is asleep
In this very moment I am resigned to my fate
Where failure surrounds me and my doom is near

At times like these, I remember the sunshine
At times like these, I remember you here
For with you gone, the sun has set on my life
And now all I see around me is misery and pain

Not so long ago, I was resolute to get you back
Not so long ago, I only wished we were together
Yet those moments have passed me and I'm all alone
And now I am just falling into the downward spiral

With these last words, I say adieu
With these last words - I wish I were you
For then I could see you when the sun sets too
Alas, these silly dreams are too good to be true

Into Pieces

You've left me into pieces
And gave me no good reason
Burning me alive again
You're killing me every season

All that I have now, are the memories of you
All that you left behind and the sadness too
I'm still trembling with the darkness left behind
As your thoughts fade, leaving me unrefined

I am a zombie, you are my potion
Every passing moment, you become my emotion
You are my soul, you are my savior
Hold me together, change my behavior

I'm still breaking, falling into pieces
Since you left me, for no good reason
Desperately trying to hold myself together
I await the day when things will get better

Laut Aao

Ashqon ko chupa loon yeh ho na sake
Tujhko main bhula doon yeh ho na sake
Khudko phir main chahe jo bhi saza doon
Tere liye main bas jannat ki dua karoon

Chahe jahan main jaoon, tera hi chehra paoon
Yaadon main doob jaoon, sona bhi bhool jaoon
Tere saath ke liye, yun tadapta hai yeh dil
Ki tere bin suni hai duniya ki sab mehfil

Yeh shabd likhta hoon main, bas tere hi liye
Yeh geet gaata hoon main, bas tere hi liye
Mujhse hui jo khata toh, mujhe bhool na jaana
Chahe beete kitni bhi sadaein, mujhe yaad hi aana

Gaoon kuch aisa, mil jaaye sabko apna meet
Pyar ke nagmo se bhara, ho aisa yeh sangeet
Kashton ko saare tum yun, pyar se bhulao
Madhur yeh vaadi kehti hai, ab toh laut aao

Pray

The world echoes in my ears
Coming alive are my worst fears
Somebody help me, I'm breaking into tears
My final destiny is here, it appears

In my distant memory, lie our phases
Abandoned I'm shifting between different places
Moving along are all these new faces
I'm lost, someone get me out of these mazes

What's next, I've lost my thought
From the day that you and me fought
Wind in my eyes, I'm catching nought
My life is a chaos, I forgot

With broken wings, now I can only sway
As the weather shifts between night and day
Like a fading soul, I'm withering away
I'll see you again, that's all I can pray

My Destiny

I'm alive yet I can't breath
I can see you yet I can't reach
Maybe its destiny that I can see
How, me without you, is incomplete

I'd spend a day just to be with you
I'd make a wish just to see you
Yet days pass by and you ain't here
And my life is slowly about to disappear

I'm used to heart-breaks and agony
Like a curse or some felony
Yet my respite is only through you
Despite you saying that we are through

I want to know you more than a memory
I want to hear you more than a melody
I want to see you more than a scenery
I want to tell you, you are my destiny

Aaghaaz

Dua kari hai bas yeh dil se
Mile tumse yeh jaan bhi kabhi
Anjaanon main jo chupa hai chehra
Woh mere hi nafs main samaa jaaye

Tere ishq main hue hain yun qurbaan
Ki bas yeh pyar hi hai meherbaan
Aashiqui ki hadhon ko karein paar
Tere ishq main yun hain hum lachaar

Teri khushi ke vaaste karein jo tum kaho
Maut ko peeche chhod de, bas tum khush raho
Jo tum keh do, yeh chaand-taare tod laaye
Bas dard ke kabhi na padein tum par saaye

Aaj bhi yaadon main yeh zakhm khul jaate hain
Bebasi main bhi yaad aati tumhari baatein hain
Tumhare saath ek nayi zindagi ka aaghaaz karein
Bas yehi vichaar se kat jaati sab raatein hain

Story

We all are a part of a story
We all are the lead in a tale
And if we don't do what we are told
We all are bound to fail

Whether you like it
Or whether you don't
It is how it goes
It is our wont

It is our destiny to oblige
And not hold out to self-pride
Passion leads to the one decree
Only after demise, shall we rise

Believe me when I say
I have lost my glory
Because this truly was
The end of my life's story

See You Again

As I lay here standing
And see the floor below
The world comes crashing down
Right here on this road

Here our destinies collide
Where we meet and stay
Until the day comes back
Haunting the picture left behind

Yet I am still here
Waiting all alone
Left with those memories
That shall unite us again

Faith is my motivation
Love being my pain
Yet despite this agony
I'll see you again one day

Maqbool

Ishq tum humse yun na kar sake
Sach yeh tumse hum na keh sake
Rukhsat hai tum par yeh meri jaan
Tere hi nafs main hai yeh dil, yeh jahan

Beete afsano main basi dil ki tarang
Aansuon main bahi jo tum na ho sang
Zindagi ke manjhar ka nahi koi basera hai
Jo aaj raat hai toh kal bhi sawera hai

Apni hi rooh main jo tumne di thi panah
Toh aaj tum bin, yeh zindagi bhi hai ek saza
Ashqon main beete ab yeh saare pal hai
Is tanhaayee main na koi aaj na kal hai

Yaadon main ab bhi sirf tum hi base ho
Lafzon main mere bhi tum hi saje ho
Maqbool hai mujhko tum se yeh judaai
Par ishq ka nahi vaasta, hai yehi sachchai

Bittersweet Symphony

I really hated you when I first met you
I felt like you were lying to everyone around
Seeing you smile when things were tough
Made me jealous to absolutely no end

I knew that you were hiding something from others
You never showed your real feelings to anyone
And so I had decided I would find more about you
Since your dual personality truly intrigued me

That was when things fell apart for me
I was in a chaos and had no-one for help
Yet you were so gentle when you talked to me
You calmed me down just like an angel

That's when I knew you would be there for me
How you fought your problems with a persistent smile
And so now I really wish to do the same for you
And there within lies our bittersweet symphony

Loneliness

Loneliness is a bitter word
Just like feelings are hard to convey
Its a little ironic then
That you left me when I truly loved you

I never really was very outspoken
But I could tell you how I felt
Maybe that was my biggest fault
That I could never see things past you

I was so stuck up on you
That you were like an asset to me
I felt we were destined to be together
And now this loneliness is killing me

Today a new chapter shall start in my life
One that begins without you here
And although I'm still not over you
Its all that is left for me now

All Alone

Why is our life ever so uncertain?
Why can't things remain the same?
As I'm left all alone, I wondered
How everything seems to have fallen apart

It feels like yesterday when I was so happy
Smiling and laughing on our way back home
Then all of a sudden, I came to realize
How these things weren't meant to be

Maybe its my fault that I didn't understand
What you meant to me, where I stood alone
But I never really had a chance to explain myself
Before I could say anything, you had long since gone

Maybe I was being a little selfish
When I ignored that you said you were leaving
But I really wasn't lying when I said I needed you
Yet we are all through and I'm all alone again

Shards

Everyday I open my eyes
Hoping for a new surprise
Yet all I see, every now and then
Remains the same, nothing's changed

Maybe it's my fault that I expect so much
My mind sees things that I can't touch
Yet our lives are abstract and ever so livid
That only these things makes my life vivid

Maybe my destiny is sealed from the start
But I know I can change it, so says my heart
And so I continue fighting against my fate
Even if it seems that nothing's changing my state

Among all these maybe's, so much is for certain
I'll keep striving until I see the curtains
And so as my fortune continues to lay down the cards
I'll continue picking up, my life's leftover shards

Meri Jaan

Rab se yeh hi dua hai
Tujhse mujhe mila de
Tere hi naseeb main
Mujhko bhi jagah de

Jab yeh ashq main bahaoon
Tujhko hi har jagah paoon
Par aankhein jab khule ye
Tujhse na kahin mil paoon

Saath jab mil jaaye tera
Khushiyon se bhar jaoon
Roshan hue yeh jag mera
Jaise raat se hue sawera

Mere ishq ka tu abhimaan hai
Tu hai to dard anjaan hai
Tu nahi to dil bejaan hai
Haan bas tu hi meri jaan hai

Your Memories

Living with the faintest of memories
I wonder who I see within them
If you are the person I see everyday
Then I wonder where you went

Within my dreams, I see a person
Who seems to be very close to me
Yet I don't recall much of you
As my memories continue to wither away

I wonder what happened that made you leave
What broke your heart and led to this
I must have hurt your heart a lot
And now I regret how it made you feel

The actions I took in the past I cannot change
And I don't even deserve to say I am sorry
Yet the happiness we shared is all I ask for
As those are all the memories that I recall

With You

As my hopes begin to shatter
And the lights begin to fade
I recall a distant memory with you
When I was filled with laughter and joy

Yet those times have since long gone
And there's nothing left with me
As my soul loses its aura
I enter the realm of darkness

Yet even when I am fading away
My heart still yearns for you
Knowing that there is no escaping
I only wish that you were still here

I wander around in the lonely roads
As my mind begins losing consciousness
Yet I can always feel that you are around
Because I only live to be with you

Sangram

Dard ka saagar hai jismein yun rehte hai
Maut ka saudagar hai jisse yeh kehte hai
Humein ruksat kar tum chale kahan gaye ho
Jahan par yeh zakhm hum hardum yun sehte hai

Tum bin yeh zindagi toh yun bhi nyochavar hai
Tum par yeh zindagi toh yun bhi qurbaan hai
Phir aise mein humein kyun chhod chale ho
Jab yeh zindagi tere ishq ki mohtaaz hai

Ishq main tadapna hum seekh bhi lenge
Dard main bilakhna yun seh bhi lenge
Lekin is rooh ko jism na mile to
Ashqon se hum zindagi seench bhi lenge

Kagaz par tumhein likh kar sunate hain
Hum apne is ishq ka yeh paigaam
Chahe jahan jao na humko bhula paoge
Hai yeh meri zindagi aur maut ka sangram

My Heart

In this world full of hypocrisy
You are my only hope
While others have left me stranded
I can live if you are by my side

As the days continue to pass
I live on the moments we shared
While the past may never come back
At least these memories are all mine

Reliving the days gone by
Bring a smile to my face
Wondering how things fell apart
I regret what I had done

As the ashes continue to wither away
I can only think about you
Even as my memory fades away
My heart still yearns for you

Set Us Apart

The shine of your eyes,
Brightens up my soul
My heart's in distraught
Please never leave me alone

Beneath those crystal eyes
I can see you are still hurt
And I truly mean I am sorry
Trust me, I'm feeling worse

Now that you have left me
I realize what a fool I was
Anger got the best of me
And now I'm in agony and pain

Yet I'm still here waiting
For the day you will grant my wish
Because the day you say you love me,
Even death can't set us apart